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Tuesday, 16 January 2007
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Currently Listening
Greatest Hits
By Eurythmics
There Must Be an Angel (Playing With My Heart)
see relatedSeeking Reciprocity
I'm usually pretty good at reading between the lines, but lately I'm kinda baffled. Have you ever poured your heart out to someone, only to get no reaction? Nothing negative, nothing positive -- just nothing. As if you never expressed how you felt.
I've been around the block a few times, and I've certainly had my fair share of rejection. That shit I understand. This is new to me. It gives me a really weird feeling.
Whatever to that. Anyway, now we're a couple of weeks into '07. I'm pretty much doing the same stuff I was doing three weeks ago. Speaking of three weeks ago, when the hell is James Brown gonna be buried? The man died on Christmas day, and still hasn't been laid to rest.
Although I haven't made any new year's resolutions, I have been trying to refocus my energy to the things that really matter to me. Truthfully, first I need to figure out what matters to me. You would think by this age I'd know. I guess, over time, both my wants and needs have changed. I'm too tired right now....I'll have to let that thought marinate for a while. I'm sure I'll come back to this topic at a later time!
Thursday, 13 July 2006
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Currently Listening
Pleasures U Like
By Jon B.
Lonely Girl
see relatedInsomnia/Careless Whispers/H.R.T.
Just some random thoughts...
Can't figure out why I can't sleep. I need to start a (lack of) sleep journal and see if there's a pattern.
I offended a co-worker today. She overheard me call a customer a ho.
Mental note: check into Hormone Replacement Therapy. I have a feeling I'm starting early menopause.
Wednesday, 26 April 2006
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Currently Listening
The Show, The After Party, The Hotel
By Jodeci
Freek 'n You
see relatedI HAVE A DISEASE
It's called procrastination. I don't know why.....I've always been like this. I think I get it from my dad.
Anyway.....for the very few ppl who even know me here. Please cross ya fingers, pray for me, whateva -- I need all the positive vibes I can get. I hafta be on an Amtrak train at 7am tomorrow. So I won't be gettin any sleep tonight. I still need to clean my place, do laundry, and go to Wally World (WalMart) for some incidental shit. I'm at work on the edge of my seat.....feel like I could be gettin so much done if I wasn't HERE.
I'm tryin to stay calm. Last thing I need is to show up to the most important job interview of my life, with a bald patch in my head
Who knows.....maybe they'll take it easy on me if I look like a train wreck!?! LOL Hopefully the 3 "impartial panelists" who are supposed to grill me will be tired and ease up on a sista. As far as I can tell, I'm the last appointment for the whole week. Not sure if that's such a good thing though.....they may become more critical with each prospect they see.Okay.....deep breath. I need to get back to doing yoga on the regular. I know what I REALLY need -- SOME BOMB ASS SEXXX. Oh well, no need to think about something I have no chance in gettin
.......unless........ANYBODY?????
Perhaps fantasizin about some sexy men will help me calm down???!!! Take it away fellas
Baaaahahahahahahhahahahhahahhahahaha
I crack myself up!!!!!!!
Tuesday, 18 April 2006
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Currently Reading
Monster: The Autobiography of an L.A. Gang Member
By Sanyika Shakur
see relatedPlease shoot me in the uterus :-(
....at work -- PMS-ing. Need I say anything else???
Friday, 07 April 2006
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Currently Reading
Do You Know How to Flirt? Is Your Crush Crushing Back? What's you Ideal Guy Type?
By Alloy Books
see relatedWill I make an effort??!!??
This is my 1st Xanga blog.......yeeeeeeeeeeey.
Nothing fancy......don't even really have anything to say. Doing this during my break at work.
Damn, this is mad random. Oh well, at least it's Friday.....I guess I'll do my usual Friday night routine -- get drunk and call various friends/acquaintances and annoy the hell outta them!!!!
**Thai -- now you can't be accusing me of spying on other people**
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